Goodbye Teddy by Stockholm JD

Author:Stockholm, JD [Stockholm, JD]
Language: eng
Format: epub, mobi
Publisher: Sabre
Published: 2013-08-28T14:00:00+00:00

Forty One

I wake up again. It is very dark. Maybe it is so dark no one can see anything. I don't hear any sounds. I try to, but maybe they all went away. It makes me feel scared to move. I try; I do it very quiet, then the bad man doesn't know I am awake. I don't want him to know. My legs are sore, it makes me hold my breathe. They sting very bad. I don't sit on my legs then they don't make me cry some more. I know I am bad. I know I was bad to run away. I wish I could tell my dad I am sorry. I didn't mean to make him very angry at me. I don't get anything right.

I think my legs made me too hot. They feel like they are on fire. But I am very hot too. My Nan says when I get very hot she can cook eggs on me. She said that lots of times when I was very little. My hair is wet because I am too hot. It sticks to my face and feels funny. My face feels wrinkled from the bed. I didn't move when I was sleeping.

I don't want to put my legs on the floor. I don't know if the bad man is there. Sometimes a long, long time ago when I was little, then he waited and he grabbed my legs. Then I couldn't get away from him and he pulled them very hard. He dug his nails in my legs and made me scream. I don't want to put my legs down in case he hides there and then he can get me. Then no one hears me and no one comes to help me. I just go to the light. Then he isn't there. I see his face in my head. I see his bad smile that he does. I see it very horrible. I count to three. Not four. Then I will run and get the light on. One, two, three, but then I am too scared to move. I wish I didn't fall asleep until it was dark. Then I wouldn't be scared about it. I am stupid.

I think about my drink and some food. I didn't get any because I was asleep for a very long time. If I get my light on then I can go downstairs and I can get a drink. I think about it a lot. It makes me more hungry inside and then my mouth thinks about the drink. I need the toilet too. I didn't go there all day long either. It hurts when I move because I need the toilet very bad.

My tummy shakes inside about it. One, two, three, then I jump off the bed and run to my light. I pull it very hard. It makes me scared in case it goes bang. Or maybe when I turn it on the bad man jumps at me and he scares me.

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